I dare not let myself go upon this subject. 我一直不让自己涉足这一话题。
Unlike the many absentees in my class who often abstained from attending the boring lectures, I dare not absolve myself from this responsibility. 班里诸多缺席者常常是刻意回避那些无聊的讲座,我却不敢自作主张的免除听课的责任。
For I dare not go in myself again just then. 因为那时我自己再也不敢进去了。
I dare not look at myself in the mirror, let alone hold out my hand to shake hands with others. 我甚至不敢站在镜子面前看自己,更不用说让我伸出手和别人握手了。
I recognize that I would never dare to kill him or kill myself. 我明白我绝对没有将他或我自己杀掉的胆量。